Mar. 30th, 2009 02:09 am
sephirajo: (The Emperor Comes)
I'm up right now, I can't sleep. The last few days have been loads of fun, and I mean that in every sarcastic sense possible. I'm still nursing the cold from hell, I have no voice and am coughing up my lungs. That, on top of other more personal conditions being worse than they've been since high school has made me a ball of laughs.

It was brought to my attention lately that I've been pretty bitchy. I know I have been snappy lately, and my illness is not a catch all excuse for everything. Neither is the stress I'm under. I know my grief and finical situation right now also makes me sound like a broken record of 'woe-is-jo' and the like. Since I get the feeling that's been bothering people too, I'll stop posting those entries.

One thing, this is also an open floor. If people would feel free to say exactly and brutally what they think of me I'd be much obliged. You don't have to worry about hurting my feelings or my self image. I'm a girl who firmly believes she's an ugly, whiny moron. It's best to be honest with yourself, after all. So yeah, I'm not fishing for compliments, but I'd like to hear what you all think of me, seriously.

In other news, to put the broken record back on deck, this week will be really, really hard for me. The 3rd of April marks the two year anniversary of finding my sister dead, and two months without Dad if you go from the time of his heart attack. That's all I have to say as per that. I'll keep the record to myself from now on. I'm sorry I've been subjecting you all to all of that.

Oh yeah, you can comment anonymously, but if you're taking me up on the tell it as it is offer, I'd love if you used your journal.
sephirajo: (Gaara - wolves)
I'll have a real update later, but randomly no one really talks to me anymore. It can't be my breath since it's mostly online friends. Though about two of you (yes, count that - two) talk to me on a regular basis.

What's up with me, am I a bitch?


Mar. 18th, 2007 01:05 am
sephirajo: (Good on the inside... no really)
Hey [ profile] evilwildlex,

Didn't see you on line tonight, I hope you're okay.

Since I worry.

Like an idjit.

*wanders tiredly off now* Poke this if you see it.
sephirajo: (Snape)
The last few days I have so just felt like crap. I haven't been able to feel the baby move. (Chuck says he can feel it, when he puts his hand on my stomach...) The reason behind that may be really simple, I've been overly bloated the last few days, so I'm kind of surprised I can feel anything below the waist.

I keep thinking about my Dad - and I still haven't been able to get a hold of him. Of course there's not much in the way of reception for Cell Phones in unspoiled Alaskan forests. I hope he's taking pictures.

In other news, a happy birthday to [ profile] falnend and [ profile] memori_lain's little girl. Who I affectionately call 'Jack.' Jack is a year old today, and I'd like to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACK. ♥♥♥

And Chuck's birthday dinner is tonight, I don't know if anyone looks forward to seeing me online, but I might not show up. You know... the whole wanting to spend some time with husband. Who is rather freaked at turning 27. (His actual birthday is tomorrow.)

Well, that's all I have. I have to slink off to work now.
sephirajo: (F_ _ _ ing soap)
Well, I've been quiet for a while. I haven't really meant to be, but it happens. Work pwns me, and on some extent the games I'm in pwn me. I didn't expect my Azula journal, [ profile] azulapwnssouls, to be so... popular. That and my Harley journal, [ profile] grspntdlove. Which brings me to a point of strangeness, last night, someone tried to hack my Harley journal.

I'm sorry, but how much of a life do you don't have to spend your time hacking a character journal and changing the lj-com and other links to go straight to xxx sites and communities?

Let me tell you, none. So, I changed my password to shake off Mr. Lifeless. If you're going to waste time hacking journals you could at least go after mun journals and not pups.

But, moving on, work pwns, but last week or so I had the most amazing food of dinner with Patrice, we went out and tasty food was consumed. Along with tasty sake. Ahh, the joy.

Well... that's about all I really have time to write, will do a better update tomorrow. Promise.
sephirajo: (Azu Roll)
Okay, everyone fess up. Who got me the five dollar LJ gift certificate? I can't thank ya unless I know who did it. Fess up! X3

And thanks, to who ever did.
sephirajo: (Jaina Solo)
So... yeah. Here I am... just totally sitting here.

And things.

Randomly: I wish I could find an RP to let my Harley muse run loose where I wouldn't have to also play the Joker. Since Harley's reactions are totally based on Joker, it's no fun to have to do them both, it takes the mystery out of it. And Harley is... well... just awesome. Damn, even an AIM rp would be great. >____>

Then again, I also have my Talia muse. Xd But she doesn't like to cause Chaos like my Harle.

In other news, I'm thinking no one is going to take any of my challenges on [ profile] fst. It shouldn't bother me as there was over ten pages of requests, so there are a lot of challenges not being taken. But still, I was kind of looking forward to seeing if anyone would take any of those, and I guess the answer is no. *sigh* That's what I get for having esoteric tastes. So what if my fandoms aren't as popular? They're still cool.

I'm going to try to get some writing done today, we'll see if anything comes of it. I wish I had more rp buddies, but I do love the ones I have. Of course, being an RP whore makes me feel like I bother people with it occasionally, but... I talked that over with another one of my friends and she helped me out a bit with that issue.

Oh yes, I am issue city.

And I think I scared you guys all away with my tired posting.

C'est la vie.


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