sephirajo: (Ino Attacks)
Give me a character I RP and I'll tell you:
01. Full name
02. Best friend
03. Sexuality
04. Favorite color
05. Relationship status
06. Ideal mate
07. Turn-ons
08. Last sexual experience
09. Favorite food
10. Crushes
11. Favorite music
12. Biggest fear
13. Biggest fantasy
14. Quirks in bed
15. Bad habits
16. Biggest regret
17. Best kept secrets
18. Last thought
19. Worst sexual/romantic experience
20. Biggest insecurity


Aug. 16th, 2009 02:01 pm
sephirajo: (Sharksplode!)
Okay, Saphie, since you seem to be telling people this I will say this right here out loud on a totally public post: I DID NOT get you banned from BRPS. I never contacted the mods and didn't remember I had posted to the thread that got you banned until someone pointed it out to me in the morning. Codeine will do that to you. Am I responsible for what I said and posted? Fuck yeah. Hold me accountable for it. Regardless of how buzzed I was those were still my words and I will stand by them. Even if only to go, "Fuck, I was wasted there."

So yes.

Did not get you banned. Sorry. Guessed wrong~!

I do have a vague idea of who might have reported you to the mod. But you got yourself banned. You have a lot of underlying issues I think you need to work through and I hope you get your health back. I know how demoralizing it can be.

But please stop mentioning me as the reason you got banned from BRPS. Because I'm not it.

sephirajo: (Default)
I know this is a shot in the dark but can anyone shoot me a few dollars for [ profile] toxicrevenge? Or tell me how to pick what the 15 icons are when it decides to downgrade without emailing you? <--Still could do with knowing this.
sephirajo: (Sharksplode!)
I am not comfortable as my role in the invisible, easily snubbed girl. I need something to do.

I want to get Harl and Talia moving again on Watchtower - I need ideas, I can't follow big chats but anyone have anything?

Or any fresh ideas for nation? I know I have a few threads I'm in, but I feel like I need something original.

Mansion, I have some things to do that's going to be waiting on a few others.

XP pokings have been answered with mostly silence. As soon as k8 gets back I can get back on board with my plot and I'm waiting for tags back for a couple of things.

I need something. Anything. Come on peeps. Please? I hate these days. My body is fucked up, but my mind is way to active.


May. 1st, 2009 09:44 pm
sephirajo: (honestly-I didn't mean it)

Next time I'm concerned about someone's erratic and out of character behavior I won't say anything. I won't tell anyone and I won't try to get a third party to point out something that often does need to be pointed out by a third party. A third party that can tell you things that someone close to the issue can't. I knew there was background stuff going on and though I was miffed about the whole thing I was more perplexed and worried. Having been in a similar state myself I knew third parties often HAVE to tell you these things.

I didn't want to hurt feelings, but feelings do get hurt when things are pointed out.

I now feel like an amazing asshole.

That and chemo night is making my corner looking damn cozy.

I'm sorry for hurt feelings, that's not what I wanted to do.

Ah, all of this and Chemo night too. Joy of joys. I'll now curl up in my corner, with my blanket for whenever I need Gallagher hugs.

Reminds me, Grandma and Grandpa's 54th was today. I need to email them.

At work!

Apr. 30th, 2009 10:35 am
sephirajo: (Z Grins)
Can you believe it? I'm actually at work. I'm feeling decent enough today. I'm still hurting, still in pain, but it's not the bone splitting madness that it was earlier this week.

I should write things. And catch up on posts - on my lunch for the latter, I think. But yeah.


Yay for having a not being a total painball!


Right now, I will totally take any and all offers for rp writing too, since when I'm not in bone splitting pain I can actually think. Imagine that, being able to think.
sephirajo: (Maxi's tongue)
Yoinked from [ profile] christi_morelei

Give me a character I play (current or past) and I will tell you:

01.) Full name?
02.) Best friend?
03.) Sexuality?
04.) Favorite color?
05.) Relationship status?
06.) Ideal mate?
07.) Turn-ons?
08.) Last sexual experience?
09.) Favorite food?
10.) Crushes?
11.) Favorite music?
12.) Biggest fear?
13.) Biggest fantasy?
14.) Quirks in bed?
15.) Bad habits?
16.) Biggest regret?
17.) Best kept secrets?
18.) Last thought?
19.) Worst sexual/romantic experience?
20.) Biggest insecurity?


My huge list of muses is as follows: For X-Project: Carmilla "Cammie" Black, for [ profile] marvel_mansion: Luna Maximoff, Lorna Dane, Stepford Cuckoos (either individually or as a group), Lucy Guthrie, Sue Storm-Richards, Loki, Sin, Xavin, Kate Bishop and Shamrock and Scorpion (Carmilla Black) about covers it.

For my DC fandoms: Talia al Ghul, Harley Quinn, Courtney "Stargirl" Whitmore, Duela "J.D." Dent, Huntress and Volcana

Random Fandoms: Azula, Saitou Hajime, Palpatine, Lily Evans (Marauders Years), Andromeda Tonks (Marauders Years), Peter Pettigrew (Marauders Years), Luna Lovegood, Alfred Mountebank and Yamanaka Ino

And if you happen to remember/want someone else... feel free to name them.
sephirajo: (yahtzee gun at the head)
I'm hovering somewhere between 'fine' and 'depressed.' I have twenty dollars for the next two weeks, bills coming due and yeah.

We sent off the affidavit of beneficiary for Dad's last check and his bonus. It will be split three ways. Of course, we have no idea how long this will take and how long it will be. So, things are going to be interesting for awhile.

Chuck wants me to go on disability. I really don't want to. Then what would I do? Sit around all day and soak up my pain? Fuck no. It's not like his bio-polar disorder where it's bad enough to distrupt how you react to things sometimes...

It's not the same freaking thing. Chuck says I have too much pride. *sigh*

I don't know how we're going to get through the next few days. But I'll send Chuck to the food shelf for that... if we can get stuff like that... the rest of my money can go to gas. :/

I... am thinking of getting a new job. I love my job but if I could get something like at comcast with the pay being a bit more and a night-ish shift... that might be a bit easier for me? Maybe.

I want to try to get another job, but there's no way I could hold two jobs.

What I would love to do would be to go back to school, but I don't see that ever happening.

I miss Dad too... that's making me sick. It's amazing how much stress can fuck with both the lupus and the fibro. To the point where it hurts to wear clothes. The other peeps on my Flist who deal with this know just what I'm talking about.

I was going to say something else, but one, I can't remember what it was and two I don't want to worry anyone. The fits of just staring off into nothing are getting worse.

I want to try to write some of my original stuff before my brains go down the tubes completely. But I... can't stand my own writing. It's like it's missing something... Nothing ever seems right to me. I worry about my RP writing too, if it's up to snuff.

And now I'm just rambling. Long story short: I'm broke, paranoid, self loathing, slightly depressed and in pain.

I want to hear Dad use the line from Big Trouble in Little China once more. Just once more. Since he always adapted it to us...

Fang, you were not put on this Earth to get it.

Ah Dad. I really don't get it. So you, and that creepy old Chinese guy, were right.
sephirajo: (Because I have to)
Seriously, I will list my fandoms/rps and you will give me drabbles and things to do. I am seriously in need of distraction right now. My pain levels just shot through the roof and the stress is going to drive me nuts.

I will also take offers to RP though I will be slow.


Star Wars (Original Trilogy, Prequels, Extended Universe cut off: Vong wars.) Characters: Any and all. But prefer Palpatine, Mara Jade, Jaina Solo.

Avatar the Last Airbender, Characters: Any, prefs: Azula, Mai, Ty Lee, Sokka, or events prior to the series (IE Kanna's travel south or the Battle of Ba Sing Se (1st) )

Marvel Comics (I CAN do canon, but I prefer the [ profile] marvel_mansion versions of the following characters: Lorna Dane, Kate Bishop, Lucy Guthrie, Loki, Carmilla Black, Sue Storm-Richards, Luna Maximoff, Shamrock...

DC Comics (Pref the board canon for either [ profile] jla_watchtower or [ profile] dc_nation Characters: Harley Quinn, Talia al-Ghul, Stargirl/Courtney Whitmore, Volcana/Claire Selton, JD/Joker's Daughter/Duela Dent

Off shoot of DC: JL/JLU/Toon Titans and Batman the Animated Series are also accepted.

X-Project: Cammie (I'm not nearly so good as to attempt to write other characters...)

Final Fantasy X - the one I feel most comfortable in

Disgaea - pref: Etna, Flonne

Naruto: any characters - pref the Chuunin arc, but can go beyond that into things with Tusnade and the like. My cut off is when Sasuke left.

Sailor Moon: Any thing, any series.

Utena: Any character, any moment.

FLCL: Going out on a limb here, but any character.

Kenshin: Just about any character, any time.

So seriously. Hit me.

Short fics.


Mar. 12th, 2009 01:10 pm
sephirajo: (Light of a fading star)
Home again. Hopefully feeling better tomorrow. I think it's a cold.

Someone paid for Cammie's account o.o I had found an account with three bucks on it and was going to do it today... well, that will get apple juice for Vivi. So, thank you very much for whoever did. Thanks. Just to say it twice.

In other news... I'm awake? I wish I was still in bed? Being awake is overrated. But, Chuck did find me a cool site to mess around with. So I'm happy.

I need something to do... so anyone want to do anything?

Or give me prompts for any of my muses? It's not like I can move around that much at the moment. Of course, moving is overrated. Maybe I'll play the Little Big Planet.

After I catch up on my email.


Mar. 12th, 2009 12:16 am
sephirajo: (Snape)
And... just lost Cammie's paid account. Sigh.

Well, hopefully I'll be able to pay it on the 20th.

...That's not the only one coming up that's going to get the axe either. Ahh, there goes all my paid accounts for RP stuff.

At least this is paid through the year. *pokes it* Can't take my personal account from me! HAHA!
sephirajo: (Talia's moonlight shadow)
Home sick again.

Tired, dizzy and last night was... well... those of you involved in what last night was know. I blocked the one who kept trying to attack me.

It's all fun and games until you resort to stalking. Because, you know, how dare I think people should be friends first and people first and role players and pixel puppets second. x___x

I don't thrive on drama. In fact it makes me physically ill.

I'm tired, but I don't really want to be sleeping.

I'm also bored out of my mind.

I should try to write something on my own. Maybe.

I'm going to bury myself and hope this all blows over. I have things I know i have to catch up on and things I haven't done and yeah.

sephirajo: (I love hot sexy sith lords)
Sounds like the perfect day, don't it? Yeah, today's Valentines day and I'm still more or less stuck in bed. We're going to try to get a baby sitter and go out for a just-us dinner later, but we'll see how that goes. By we, I of course mean the hubby and I.

I'm still feeling really shitty, but we'll see.

And yeah. I'm also thinking a lot about RP Wank lately. I haven't been in much of it. I avoid wank like the plague, and I will tell you why.

You people think you have bad wank? )

And that's my two cents on the wank issue. This is non-game specific by the way. Or, I guess you could say this applies to every game I'm in. But more to one's I've been in longer.

And that's the end of that rant.

Now I will attempt to amuse my bedridden self. Possibly with Street Fighter or Soul Cal. Mmm, fighting games.
sephirajo: (Sparky Nahrees)
...well, it is!

Shut up, I know I'm a nerd.

Anyway, moving on. A t work, again. And given I have here two pictures, gifts from and am listening to a playlist that is 90% Dad-approved... yeah.

Stupid giving me most of my personality.

I might end up listening to my "spic" (I can say it, I'm part Mexican) music and J-pop all day just so I don't run into songs that hit the Dad button. The bad thing about having the same taste as one of your best friends, when he ups and dies just about everything you could possibly think of reminds you of him somehow.

I had to move my Loki toy off my desk.

Right now, I have Mecano on repeat. I don't care HOW I do it, at some point, I'd love to write something revolving around the lyrics for Hijo de la Luna. That song is so awesomely powerful.

I know I have to finish my Saito Hajime app for that one Kenshin game too, I have a bit of it done. Of course, that brings to mind Japanese culture which brings to mind Shougan, which brings to mind Dad...

...It's a never-ending cycle really.

Not even my penguins can save me.

I'm also up to my ears in files to be boxed, leaving me with a lot of free time, anyone want to distract me?
sephirajo: (Loki - It's good to be evil)
Since I'm in desperate need of things to get my mind off stuff even if only for a few minutes:

Pick one of the characters I write and I'll answer the following questions.

1. What would your character kill for? What would they die for?
2. What would they refuse to do under any circumstances? Why?
3. What do they dream about? [Either literal or figurative, specify please.]
4. What’s their biggest fear?
5. What single object would they be most hard pressed to part with? Why?
6. What is their fondest memory?
7. What is their worst memory?
8. What or who was were their most significant influence? Expound.
9. What do they believe makes a successful life?
10. What makes them laugh?
11. What are their religious views?
12. What is their greatest strength?
13. Do they have a fatal flaw? If so, what is it?
14. Who is the most important person in their life?
15. If they died, who would miss them most? How would they die?

You guys know my muses. Please. Gimme something to do. PLEASE,


Jan. 31st, 2009 08:32 pm
sephirajo: (Toxic Yet Spunky)
I commissioned and got a picture from Chelsea, who is an incredibly talented artist.

And I got her to draw for me Carmilla and Nate Grey, hanging out and being all couple-y. Behold beneath the cut! A piece of art worth every penny! Why them? Well, over on [ profile] marvel_mansion the two are a couple. So I wanted some couple like art of the two of them being all cute together. I think it turned great!

It's all fun and games! )

So very, very awesome.
sephirajo: (Z Grins)
Well, at work. I don't know if this is the BEST of ideas or anything, but I really can't afford to be missing day after day.

Hell, I really couldn't afford missing yesterday, but I think all my co-workers can appreciate staying home as so not to vomit all over the office and the like.

Either way, feeling a bit better today. Kinda queasy, but I have meds for that if it gets TOO bad.

Trying to spork my Dad into a lunch or something, he went to see my Grandma Monna, the crazy German one, who turned 80 this week. She's been dying for years. I learned the fine art of not listening to people from forced phone conversations with Grandma Monna. I find it funny Dad put himself out to go down and visit her when the last time he went to, she told him bluntly that he was the reason her marriage and her life went to hell.

Personally, I think that bit has more to do with the fact that Grandpa Christensen was an abusive asshole, but, what do I know, right?

Either way, the crazy-German Grandma still lives. I should write her, though I wonder if I'll get back a ten page email about how she'll be dead tomorrow. :/

Also! Peeps I owe things in games, let me know here so I can start getting caught up on pings? I know I've managed to fall behind... so let me know and I'll start getting back on top of it. (I hope.)


Jan. 4th, 2009 01:20 am
sephirajo: (Gaara - wolves)
Went out for breakfast today and resisted the urge to strangle the mom in law. Read the two Kenshin books I bought. Peeps who know my role playing/writing know I hardly ever write guys as point of view characters, but two of the small stable of guys I could write come from the Kenshin series. Namely Saitou and Kenshin.

...Though in a pinch, I think I could have way, way, way too much fun with Hiko.

Still kinda in a funk, though I did get some writing done. Nothing overly impressive though.

I hate the results of my weekend meds. :\ Well, I like feeling... decent physically, the few days that I do. With this flare it's hard to tell.

But feeling crappy emotionally isn't all that great.
sephirajo: (Snape)
Well, here at work. Didn't want to, but I also don't want to give management a reason to go, "Hey, look at her, she's abusing FMLA for three day weekends!"

Though, I wouldn't mind doing the 4-10 thing. I think that could make my life so much easier.

I'm tired, I'm hurting and I would love to be sleeping right now. But the caffeine should help out with the first and thus alleviate the need for the last.

In other news, I'm a horrible person for laughing at this.

Especially when you consider how much I like Wash.

But... CALVIN SNOWMEN! That's like pure condensed childhood awesome!

Ugh. My hands hurt so bad. :/ And I need to write things and ponder the new definition of hiatus as taught to me by a game I was in.

In other news, going to be writing a ficbit for [ profile] jd_clownin. Gavin helped out by tossing some character bases at me, and I fleshed them out a little bit. More to come later.

I should have some fun with this. I can make the Titans EVVVVILLLL.
sephirajo: (Happy Maxi)
For The[ profile] marvel_mansionversion of Carmilla and her Friend-Boy Nate Grey...

...Now I really want to do profiles for the kidlets who totally will be messed up. XD


...Now I'd really like to write the three of these kids, maybe I'll fic it or something... but Dark Charcoal is totally the oldest and his younger sisters totally call him Dark Chocolate just to tick him off.

And he has dark hair that's closer to black and blue eyes and powers like his mom's.... where as Roscoe and Parish are both TPs and TKs like dad with Green hair and white streaks in the front...

And not a single one of them is sane. I mean... Come on, Carmilla Black and Nate Grey for parents?

That'd be some fucked up kiddage.


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