sephirajo: (Good on the inside... no really)
Gah. Dad. Drama follows in the wake of your dropping dead. And you had to be in a nightmare of mine the other night. A really terrifying one.

Dad. Stop the drama of your stepkids being tards?

K, thanks.

I need something to do. :\


Mar. 12th, 2009 01:10 pm
sephirajo: (Light of a fading star)
Home again. Hopefully feeling better tomorrow. I think it's a cold.

Someone paid for Cammie's account o.o I had found an account with three bucks on it and was going to do it today... well, that will get apple juice for Vivi. So, thank you very much for whoever did. Thanks. Just to say it twice.

In other news... I'm awake? I wish I was still in bed? Being awake is overrated. But, Chuck did find me a cool site to mess around with. So I'm happy.

I need something to do... so anyone want to do anything?

Or give me prompts for any of my muses? It's not like I can move around that much at the moment. Of course, moving is overrated. Maybe I'll play the Little Big Planet.

After I catch up on my email.
sephirajo: (Default)
At work. And tired. The meds don't change that. Whenever I'm awake I'm exhausted.

But yeah. At work. Hurting a lot today, my right elbow keeps going off and it feels like someone hitting my funny bone. Which is not fun. My fingers and my shoulders are also bugging me, but yeah.

Someone, please keep me awake at this hell hole?

Also, note: Must Kill Work Will. He volunteered me for moving to these new desks with him.

These new desks are not cubes.

They are tables by a wall. Wide open and stupid. I am not happy. Where will all my super heroes go? I will set up Black Bolt to be staring right at him.

Because, grrr.


Mar. 3rd, 2009 10:37 am
sephirajo: (yahtzee gun at the head)
Well, made it to work for the first time in five days. I'm exhausted and I had to take a percoset on account of the my wonderful girly-times, but I'm here.

I'm trying not to fall asleep and wondering what to do for lunch, or if it's even going to be safe for me to drive to go get something.

The picture of Dad I have here is grinning at me. I miss him.

I need to get more comics posters or something. Or maybe I'll pay and get some color prints done of some art and pictures and stuffs. That'd be cool.

I'm going to try to write some stuff on lunch, but we'll see how that goes.

Right now, I'm just glad I made it to work. Anyone who wants to help keep me awake is more than welcome.
sephirajo: (Talia's moonlight shadow)
Home sick again.

Tired, dizzy and last night was... well... those of you involved in what last night was know. I blocked the one who kept trying to attack me.

It's all fun and games until you resort to stalking. Because, you know, how dare I think people should be friends first and people first and role players and pixel puppets second. x___x

I don't thrive on drama. In fact it makes me physically ill.

I'm tired, but I don't really want to be sleeping.

I'm also bored out of my mind.

I should try to write something on my own. Maybe.

I'm going to bury myself and hope this all blows over. I have things I know i have to catch up on and things I haven't done and yeah.


Ahhh, Lent

Feb. 25th, 2009 12:10 pm
sephirajo: (So Grounded)
Today is the first day of Lent. Ash Wednesday. Depending on how I'm feeling later I may go to mass, but we'll see. I'm still exhausted and still at home and going to take round two of the "these things knock me out" medication. The good thing about t his stuff? I haven't touched a percoset since I started on it.

So it's doing something. It will also keep me from having to see a neurologist about all those other pesky little problems.

Being home and now in a state that almost counts for awake and Chuck and Vivi have gone to visit the mom in law means I'm in need of some sort of amusement.

...Or someone to save me from my own cooking. Why is it I suck so much?

I'd go fast food, but I hates fast food fish. Dad never followed the fish thing, but I think it helped he was raised Methodist. Me, if I touch meat when I'm not supposed to I go all neurotic and flip out.

I am very crazy some times.

Anyway, anyone have something shiny or some writing to distract me with?
sephirajo: (Talia's moonlight shadow)
Too tired to think straight.

I need something to concentrate on. (Anyone feel like helping?) Luckily, my mood's a bit better today. I never seem to stay down for long.

Though the subject of travel seems to depress me. Because I want to. But I can't. Time, money, no Paid time off at work and my health all conspire against me.

Pitty... because I have this list of places I'd love to go and I don't think I'll ever be able to knock any of them off my list. :/
sephirajo: (Gaara - wolves)
I am so completely and totally exhausted right now. Like beyond the realm of normal. Hence, I am at home. :/

It's also Vivi's birthday today.

Hopefully I will feel up to flashing lights, pizza and games for tonight.

I'm so very ouching and tired right now. The stress of the last couple days has finally caught up with me. Apparently with me extreme stress = lupus flare.

No new news on Dad right now.
sephirajo: (Han Renminise)
Well, made it to work. Exhausted and achy, but feeling a bit better than yesterday.

Of course, the test is to see if I make it until five. After talking with mom, she thinks the stomach bug or whatever it was I had is the culprit for this 'bout of almost-deadness.

I suppose it makes sense. When your immune system is shot both due to over-activity against the wrong things and drugs a little bug could indeed knock me over. As this proves.

Well, now starts the struggle to stay awake!


Jan. 23rd, 2009 02:13 pm
sephirajo: (I tripple dog dare you!)
Too tired for words, but still at work.

Wishing I could sleep at my desk though. Any suggestions for staying awake that don't somehow involve file clips on my fingers? (I do actually do that.)

Tried to write last night and it all came out as teh suck.
sephirajo: (Jaina Solo)
Vivi got sick last night, taking food poisoning out of the equation of things that could've been making Chuck and I sick.

We were up to three in the morning trying to coax her to throw up in the bucket we had instead of just anywhere. I think she might have thought the bucket was making her vomit by the end of the night.


All three of us slept out in the living room. I am so dead on my feet right now. I can barely keep my eyes open, even with caffeination.

Long day ahead.


Dec. 16th, 2008 10:47 am
sephirajo: (Gaara - wolves)
Blargh. Mega-hella-tired today. There's something about this bone numbing fatigue that comes with my illness that is just soul crushing. I really would rather be at home right now curled up under layers and layers of blankets.

Of course, if people let me get away with it, I could likely sleep like 15 hours a day. *__*

So, here I am at work. :/ Have to write a couple things up today and hope I'm awake enough for them to make sense. I'll start one on my break when I'm hopefully hoped up on enough pop to get away with it.

Still haven't heard back on the X-Project app, but it was a huge app to a huge game, so I'll keep telling myself that so far no news is good news.

In other news, I really should finish the following...

Fanfic for Greek Mythology? OMGWTF! )
sephirajo: (something something something DARKSIDE)
Falling asleep at work. x_____x

This is very not good and stuff.

Edited to add random mem:

Your Inner Muse is Euterpe

You are most like this muse of music.

While you may or may not be musical...

You love music and set life to your own personal soundtrack.

And you are good at making anyone's heart sing!

*Dead Jo*

Aug. 4th, 2006 06:55 pm
sephirajo: (Sit down and stfu!)
Well, today is shaping up just swimmingly. /rampant sarcasm. I'm tired as hell, and I had to pick something up for my husband. He insisted. A comic based on Clive Barker's The Thief of Always. Right now, I'm so pissed off at having to do that that I could chuck it down the toilet without a second thought.

It's hot outside. I worked all day. And despite having three days off in a row my husband did not sort the laundry as I asked him to and has complained via email about lack of clothes to wear and how he'd like me to do laundry this weekend.

Hello, I'm tired. Not just mildly tired, but omg!fucking tired. I almost fell asleep driving home - TWICE! And I have to go pick up my husband tonight from work. And though this will make me sound like a bitch and be TMI for almost everyone, if he comes asking for 'maritals' tonight, he's going to be sleeping on the fucking balcony, because I'm not in the mood. As if the swearing wasn't a clue enough.

I also think one of the girls at work hates me now because I beat her out for a different position. An opening came up in the Post Sale department, which is a lot easier, and more varied and interesting than the Post Repo department (which I'm currently in.) Not only have I been there longer than her, but I found out that the lady who had the job found out I was taking it decided that instead of training me for two weeks like she's supposed to, that she'd just leave today.

So on Monday it's sink or swim in a new department that I know only a bare minimum about. The little prep girl - who's a nice enough kid, don't get me wrong - was giving me death glares all afternoon. I admit I pumped my offer with a bit of a bribe. When I move over to the post sale, my Boss, who sits next to me, gets a double cube, which he needs for extra folders. Some bribe, huh?

If she knew what I knew about the other lady just leaving, I doubt she'd be so angry. At least there's another guy in that department so I won't be sinking or swimming on my own.

But right now, I think I'm going to go somewhere to DIE.

I'm tired, and I want chili. Real fucking chili, but we don't have the moneys for it. I might make chuck take me to Boca Chica which is right by his work anyway. Good Mexican food... like Grandma's.

Me die now.


In other more happy news, my molestor of an uncle, the one who thinks he loves me, had his house burn down (the second one, I should tip off an arson line...) AND he broke his ankle. YAY KARMA.
sephirajo: (Uchiha Sasuke - cover girl)
Last night, we got a massive storm, we were out of power from 7:30 until 4 am this morning... might be around later, cramping. x___x

Lj interest mem, yoinked from jai )

So, I hope to see everyone online later.

Take care, [ profile] biohazardpanda


Sep. 6th, 2005 07:02 am
sephirajo: (Laugh it up fuzzball)
To anyone who was looking forward to talking to me last night (or people I was looking forward to talking more too, namely [ profile] biohazardpanda and [ profile] jai_).  I'm sorry I never showed back up.  I have an interview in about an hour and a half for a new job and wanted to look semi rested when I got there.

I hope I get this job, no scanning and it pays 12.50 an hour.  It's a phone center job, so, hopefully I'll get it. *crosses fingers*  I'll let you guys know how it went later.


After taking a bunch of tests and the like, I have a second interview tomorrow. Hopefully, in two weeks, I'll have a new and better job, they acutally had three different options for me. It's through a temp agency with the possibility to hire full time. <3


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