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Welcome all to the Journal of Sephira jo. It used to be open fully to the public, but now it's semi-friends's locked. What does this mean? If you want to read the F/O entries, just comment below. ♥

Fair warning, I rant about my illness (lupus) a lot and get depressive and crazy. Still interested, feel free to comment here for mutual friending. ^___^

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Sep. 10th, 2013 02:28 am
sephirajo: (Cursed)
My social security went basically to pay a ton of back medical bills with only one major exception and now I'm out of money with a broken to the blackened nub and infected tooth that will likely have to be pulled and a new denture made for me.

I seriously can not let this tooth stay in. I am not joking when I say this could kill me, even if my immune system weren't already shot to hell. So I need help. I will sell tarot readings, art, writing, whatever, I just need some money that I can take to the dentist and get done what I need to get done and get the medication to take so I don't get what could be a fatal infection.

I'm freaking out right now. Please, if anyone can, help. T__T
sephirajo: (reaching)
So, I am back from the great Jocation. It was fun. I got to spend time with people and had less of an excuse to be a total recluse. I'm exhausted as all fuck now, but in other good news Raevn, my stepdaughter, will be spending the year with us, and hopefully more. Yay!

In things that I hate, I lost a tooth, one of the front ones, and got a replacement for it. It's really hard to explain how much it bothers me, like literally one of my worst fears. I guess that makes me kind of crazy for even bringing it up. :/ But I am now the Great Toothless Hag.

I've also started to get back in to fic writing. And writing in general. And gaming.

It's really hard to explain the complete kick-in-the-stomach reaction I've had to these things the last few years. It's like staring down Godzilla with a feather duster for a weapon. It doesn't always go well, but I am trying.

I've been working on a couple of dragon age fics, and mostly one with my Amell warden and Alistair and their relationship kind of falling apart. It's getting really long in the first chapter, so I'm kind of looking for good places to break it. I think I got to a good place, but I don't know?

Anyway, it's at the bottom here if anyone wants to read it. Feedback would mean a lot... and I even feel bad asking for that. :/ After all it's pretty long and stuff, and so far we have Alistair, Leliana, Zevran, Morrigan and Arl Eamon. Oh, and a streaking dwarf. And 8k + words. >__< I hope it's good.

Alistair, there isn’t a prince in the whole of creation that takes off his own armor. )


Jun. 4th, 2013 11:49 am
sephirajo: (a kiss for the prince)
Yesterday, I got the best news I've gotten in a very, very long while. Those of you who have known me and followed me for years or even have started recently might be aware of my long battle with the courts in order to get on disability for my lupus and fibro, both of which keep me from working.

I know they do because while this case was underway, I even tried to hold down a job and ended up catching every little bug that came through the office and got pink eye three times. There's nothing quite like having a compromised immune system.

So, yesterday, when a letter showed up on my porch I was almost afraid to open it. In fact, the first thing I saw when I opened the letter was the appeal information and I was almost crushed right there. Then I looked up a bit and saw Notice of Decision - Fully Favorable. I called my lawyer's office and they confirmed they had gotten the letter too and it meant what I thought it did. My social security had been approved by the Judge. My years long legal battle with the government in having to "prove" that I'm sick is over!

And not just that, the decision states my disability started back in 2009 - I was told to expect that at most it would only go back a year or so. For the judge to reach it back that far is almost totally unheard of. This means once they figure out how much I'm getting a month, my back payments will go back to November 2009.

There's some amazing legal take down of the State's "experts" in the judge's decision. The take down was a thing of beauty, but I'm not going to transcribe the letter here.

With this off my shoulders I should hopefully be around more. Not having to stress out about my court case is... I feel a bit better already. Not suddenly and magically healthy, obviously. I hurt like hell today. But mentally in a bit better place!


Chuck and I did some math last night and before the lawyers fees, if the 880 I was originally quoted still stands, we're looking somewhere around 36000. I can't even.
sephirajo: (I tripple dog dare you!)
I don't know why I filled this one out. It makes me realize how much my life... well, yeah. Also home sick while the hubby visits my family. Fuck you, Lupus.

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Dec. 11th, 2012 01:07 pm
sephirajo: (WoW: Alindal)
First day I feel like cleaning in ages and I find out someone decided to vacuum up a chopstick with the vacuum cleaner, thus rendering it dead. So for my trouble trying to unclog the sucker and find the hole I have two deep cuts. One on my foot and one on my hand.

My dog, Jake, (yes, like in that Jake) has decided what Mommy obviously needs us a vigorous game of tug of war. Well, after my battle with the cleaner, what Mommy here needs is to relax.

I have Christmas music going and I tried to find my nativity but I think it got lost in the shuffle. I'll have Chuck check downstairs for it later.

Let's see, I also got WoW: Mists of Pandaria for my birthday. I actually like it. (And thanks very much, gifter!) I kind of want to start writing fiction for my WoW characters again, but I'm afraid of what everyone would think of it. I need to try to get some original writing done too, now that I'm jobless.

In SWTOR news, I finally got my Assassin tank, Hen'na out of her nightgown top and into the Black Hole top so she no longer looks mind numbingly stupid. And the new space missions are hard, and that's coming from me, the Queen of space missions, holy crap. I'll have to puzzle them all out later. But that's about it.
sephirajo: (Light of a fading star)
Well, don't know what to say really right now. Typing is hard right now. My hands are spasming. I haven't been able to write anything. Want to be able to write stuff, but yeah. I can't put my foot forward in anything, I'm just terrified to.

So yeah. That's all I had. I can't think through the muscle spasms right now. I fail at everything.
sephirajo: (Lupus Sucks)
Exhausted but I have tags I have to do so we'll see if I can't shake off the blahs. Only eaten once today, not really hungry anymore. Tired. Sore. Sick. Hate myself for not being able to clean and my skin is covered with discoid sores.

Gonna be in my corner.


Nov. 17th, 2012 02:16 am
sephirajo: (Tsunade Bloody)
Well, first post to the dreamwidth version of this journal, so let's see how well this works and if this cross posts. First off, the changes in weather are really messing with me. I feel like I've been hit by a truck. When Chuck took me out for lunch earlier today I was crying in the car because it hurt so bad.

People in SWTOR today managed to make me feel like shit for looking for a tank for a group. I do think there is something wrong with me when it comes to interacting with other people, I just can't do it. I also haven't written a word in days and I think my inbox may be eating messages as well, so yeah.

I want to interact with people but I have no idea how to fucking do it. I just fail at this type of stuff and I can't help but to think back on the people who went out of their way to tell me how unwelcome I was in places and wonder if they were right.

I think I'm going to curl up in my corner for awhile. My corner is warm and has M&Ms.

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